Well, this is not even a story.
i had a plan to greatly make it work.
But i found myself frustrated when i realized that i failed to make a good relationship with the subject.
i dont even know why the subject continued to bail on me, but it doesnt really matter because i know i am the one who should be put the blame on.
i dont even wanna put this project into anywhere.
it just frustrates me.
if theres one thing i learned this project was to find i still have a lot to learn.
while uploading it, i looked at Renee C. Byer’s Mother’s Journey.
and i saw how small i am.
it is obvious that she made a great rapport with the subjects who allowed her to put herself into their lives.
what did i do wrong?
will it be better next time?
i dont know.
but im gonna do this thing until i feel like i made something.
almost wanna cry.
sorry for whining.
have a good night.